just to be frank, i cant believe ive done this to myself... soo much of a change, i guess...

Is it better to be truthful, or play according to the surroundings? Is it better to lie for their sake or just tell the pain truth. Is lying to take care of a heart is better or just burn it into ashes in pools of truth? even a truth is part of lies, and lies are parts of truth? Is it bad hoping to run away from these kind of things faster, sooner then expected? Without saying anything, or goodbyes? Even a goodbye right now will be truth and lies, like layers of sugar coating and vanilla frosting. sweet, yet deadly. Can I continue lying to myself and others creating some sort of plastic monster?